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I cannot handle this manga.

Sigh.

Now I’m actually, kind of depressed. For the fact that in the date for our Warped Tour, Sean Mackin, won’t be giving Violin lessons. The one fucking day. This crushes me. He was my inspiration to have started the violin in the first place. Sigh. Life is unfair wahh wahh. 

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Re-reading some of my favorites. Ecstatic for the few new reads. I like this. 

Hm. I used to think that. But nowadays, having the knowledge that people I know would care massively really just stops me. With this knowledge, I think less of death and more of living because of those people. I think this has been a recognition to me changing this year.  

(Source: onthevergeofdying, via keepsmiling-staystrong)

I’m feeling awesome right about now.

• I got my Swedish Hospital volunteer packet finished. In which will be a part of my Senior Project this next school year.
• School is basically over with. It’s officially summer!!
• I get free time to read now! 
• And also my neighbor lent me “The Other Boleyn Girl” and “Elizabeth: the Golden Age”, the movies. SUPER STOKED. I love European history the most, by the way. 
• AND BONFIRE IS TOMORROW. 

I’m just feeling very solid right now. I think I’m going to take a shower now and sleep, adding on to the awesome feels of the night. 

Gooooooood night everyone who read this. 

Topic: Symphonic Orchestra

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Can I just not give a fuck/give a damn/give a care?

I think it’s time for me to get over my emotions and become who I am, deep inside. 

It needs to happen now, it’s time to “grow up”. Come on Andrea, you can do this. You have it in you, you know you do. It’s just a matter of finding it. You can find it, just trust in yourself. Look deep within, behind the years of building a layer of a façade;  it’s there. 

Am I really capable? I hope to God I am.