I cannot handle this manga.
Now I’m actually, kind of depressed. For the fact that in the date for our Warped Tour, Sean Mackin, won’t be giving Violin lessons. The one fucking day. This crushes me. He was my inspiration to have started the violin in the first place. Sigh. Life is unfair wahh wahh.
Re-reading some of my favorites. Ecstatic for the few new reads. I like this.
Hm. I used to think that. But nowadays, having the knowledge that people I know would care massively really just stops me. With this knowledge, I think less of death and more of living because of those people. I think this has been a recognition to me changing this year.
I’m just feeling very solid right now. I think I’m going to take a shower now and sleep, adding on to the awesome feels of the night.
Gooooooood night everyone who read this.
I think it’s time for me to get over my emotions and become who I am, deep inside.
It needs to happen now, it’s time to “grow up”. Come on Andrea, you can do this. You have it in you, you know you do. It’s just a matter of finding it. You can find it, just trust in yourself. Look deep within, behind the years of building a layer of a façade; it’s there.
Am I really capable? I hope to God I am.